It's been a strange few days...I've hardly eaten (this aint normal for me), my body is rejecting the food and liquid I do put in it, and I cant sleep. I went to the Japanese doctor today...he looked at my stomach and gave me enough medicine to cure an elephant. On top of all of this, I am not really enjoying being Kerry right now. I am learning some things I dont want to...and it hurts. I talk in riddles for a reason...it's a window into my feelings. Here's to tomorrow.